Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Giving advice to an unreceptive wall

I pushed the door open with a blast of air.  Too easy.  Seriously, what was Nexan thinking?  Maxsodin looked at me questioningly and very angrily.
"I broke the toaster so Braxyd and Xassha will be delayed in the kitchen for a little while and nobody will be on 'Maxy watch' for some time."  She glared at me: I knew that wasn't the question in her eyes.  She tried to summon her keyblade but couldn't.  I created a steady blast of air and she was pushed against the far wall.  I did it hard enough to pin her but not hard enough to hurt.  She would fall to pieces if someone saw her while she was weak; I could tell she was vain like that so the wind gave her an excuse.

"Maxsodin I cam here to talk to you," I said slowly, trying to look her in the eye.  She twisted her head away and wouldn't look at me.  "You may not realize this but the others really care about you.  You're not as alone as you think.  Nexan's always trying to help you even though it would have been logical to kill you long ago.  She cares too much!  And Xassha and Braxyd?  They would die a hundred times for you and I know you would do the same for them!"  I became frustrated then. "You think you are alone?  I have noone at all and everyone here hates me!  You do not understand the definition of alone!"  

No! I scolded myself.  I couldn't mix my own heartless feelings in.  I sighed.  "My advice Maxsodin: be open with the others.  Talk with them about what you're going through and you guys can help each other get through this,"  I said. I released Maxsodin from my grip and walked out the door.  "Lord knows I would give anything for someone to confide in," I mumbled under my breath.  

   

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