I don't know who I'm writing too anymore. I don't feel like my special person who I once knew, the one who loved lemon lime snowcones, is very far away now. I feel lighter somehow: not happy because I can't feel emotions but lighter. Maybe it is the new member? He is making everyone feel lighter I think.
Or maybe it is fighting heartless with Braxyd sensei... well for Braxyd: he has been making me do most of the work recently. That's ok though because now I have a purpous: something physical I can do and know it is helping with out having to think about it. I know Nexan would be angry and say it is counterproductive but for some insane reason I trust Braxyd sensei and his judgment. I think Braxyd has something about him that even though you want to hate him you can't help but be his friend and just trust him.
Maybe it is just the warm weather in this strange place I've been sent to to kill heartless. Sora wanted to send Braxyd sensei to fight heartless here but when he got to CO he found that Braxyd sensei was in dire need of a weapon...and with more mental issues than Larxene and Marluxia combined! So he was sent somewhere else and I was sent to 'Avon Lake.' It is a strange place because people actually subject themselves to the weird weather patterns and actually live here. Today it is sunny and cool with a breeze but tomarro it is supposed to be cold again! The snow from the last day of cold has not even melted yet! I do not understand somebodies.
I pull my coat tighter around me and brace myself against the wind (I'm supposed to controll wind but this force of cold is unbearable) as I take a break to write this in my tent. I have been camping out here and protecting the locals from the heartless outbreak. I haven't made any progress on their ranks but I have held them at bay. God I hope Braxyd sensai gets his d*** weapon and his good for nothin' brain pan back soon so he can rescue me...
Or maybe it is fighting heartless with Braxyd sensei... well for Braxyd: he has been making me do most of the work recently. That's ok though because now I have a purpous: something physical I can do and know it is helping with out having to think about it. I know Nexan would be angry and say it is counterproductive but for some insane reason I trust Braxyd sensei and his judgment. I think Braxyd has something about him that even though you want to hate him you can't help but be his friend and just trust him.
Maybe it is just the warm weather in this strange place I've been sent to to kill heartless. Sora wanted to send Braxyd sensei to fight heartless here but when he got to CO he found that Braxyd sensei was in dire need of a weapon...and with more mental issues than Larxene and Marluxia combined! So he was sent somewhere else and I was sent to 'Avon Lake.' It is a strange place because people actually subject themselves to the weird weather patterns and actually live here. Today it is sunny and cool with a breeze but tomarro it is supposed to be cold again! The snow from the last day of cold has not even melted yet! I do not understand somebodies.
I pull my coat tighter around me and brace myself against the wind (I'm supposed to controll wind but this force of cold is unbearable) as I take a break to write this in my tent. I have been camping out here and protecting the locals from the heartless outbreak. I haven't made any progress on their ranks but I have held them at bay. God I hope Braxyd sensai gets his d*** weapon and his good for nothin' brain pan back soon so he can rescue me...
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