Explain This?

"Max, you need to listen. What I am about to tell you, this all happened when you went crazy. YOu were trying to kill not only yourself, but others. You seemed past the point of no return. You are lucky to be alive. Understand?" She nods and I continue, "I had no idea what to do with you, so I talked with Xahnan, who was watching you full time. She said she could create a drug to counteract the darkness, like light counteracts the dark. After she weighed the pros and cons, tested it several times, and came out with a final product, we gave it to you . That is why you are in control now, not the dark. Its effects are starting to wear off, and that is why you are making brash decisions. You are not in control. Understand what has happened?"

"So... you want to give me crack to make me better?"

"NO! No, the drug Xahnan created, ILL, was specially formulated for you. It keeps the dark from controlling your mind. Are you okay with that?"

"Uhmm.... sure? I don't know Nexan, give me some time to think I guess."

I study her face. "Not too much time, or you'll go completely mad and we'll have to shove this down your throat again. Tell me once you make up your mind. " I stand to leave, we had been sitting at the kitchen. I grab the bowl of chips and start to walk to my room.

"Wait, you said that even if don't take it now, you'll give it to me anyway eventually?"

Sigh. "Well, yes. We can't have you running around loony, now can we?I'd just rather you take it voluntarily, and it's only until Kingdom Hearts is done for.