Thinking

I've just been thinking what old Organization member we four are like...

I'd say Braxyd is without a doubt Axel. Not just 'cause he's The Scheming Flame, but 'cause he's a prankster and that he'd do anything for a 'greater good', for the Org. or something else. I'd never tells anyone this. No, I support Braxyd. It pays off to have thinking that isn't as bais as Organization thinking is. Never, and I mean NEVER, will I blame Braxyd for anything that happens to me in the Org. And in the same sense I'd never tell anyone about where is loyality lies, you know, with the whole 'greater good'.

Hmmm... Xahssa is a lot like Luxord. You know, a nice person, who has those bad moody days, but all in all powerful with a sense of humor. I'd never describe her as mean, but loving and kind aren't really her style either. She makes choices about people, about which side of herself they will know. I know her humorous, friendly side. Others are less fortunate to know her dark, stormy side.

Nexan is a hard one. A Xigbar in a sense. She likes to kid around and 'connect' with us 'lowers'. And still she can call upon her seriousness when needed. But like any other Org. member, I don't share secrets with her. Superiors don't understand fully what goes through the mind of a 'lower' during the day hours.

Me? I'm told constantly that I'm Demyx. I'll accept that. I'm the butt end of every joke or someone's anger. Don't care either. I'd rather chill out and fight when needed, but little else. I don't know, lately I haven't been feeling to Demyxy. Just kind darkish, too Xolden-ish. CURSES!